Perhaps....

Perhaps it was better
when u did not look at me
I could not see my desires
reflect in your eyes

Perhaps you did not care
or did not share
the moments when my heart beat raced
to match the pace of my fantasy

Perhaps I did not want
you to feel what I felt
So I could hold on to the key
to my little secret garden
where I hung on to you
like the creeper on to a tree

Perhaps now when you look
you can still not find
the treasures I cherish
For our sake
When the perhaps is no more
my mystery vanishes
and you would still
want to find me........